Friday, May 25, 2012

Reunited-Madge chapter 12

1975

Madge
She was an emotional spaz.  First, she was really excited to be going back to Jackson to make the finishing plans on her wedding.  Second, her irrational fear of exploding in a plane was making her hands shake.  People had been flying safely kind of for twenty years now.  She just needed to find her seat and take a deep breath.  She flopped into the isle seat and was relieved to see the center seat was empty; it was always nice to be able to spread out. Wow, the guy in the window seat was intense.  His body was long and tall with an athletes muscle tone. He had the coolest shaved head. His dark hair was cut as close to the scalp as possible except it was just a little bit longer in a big wide strip over the top.  A very subtle mohawk. Kane would never do something like this; he was a little vain about his longer thick blonde locks, but it did look sexy all rough under a cowboy hat.  You know what is super sexy is tattoos. It made her heat up down there when she saw this guy had them from shoulder to wrist on both arms.  Damn, this guy was the center fold of a bad boy and it had her blood heating up. She wanted to caress his powerful arms, damn girl don’t drool!  She stashed her bag under the seat and looked over to see he was drawing in a large sketch pad.  That’s when he looked up catching her snooping. He squinted his pale blue eyes, but when she smiled he did too.  They talked about his art. His voice was low and gravely adding to her arousal. She loved his work it was all woven lines, plays on dark and light with the most beautiful delicate vines and leaves blended in.  Something about it really called to her.  Maybe she should get a tattoo?  Kane would kill her.  There was an especially cool piece on his left arm and she couldn’t stop herself from leaning over him to take a closer look. When she dared to touch those sexy arms she was literally shocked!  Like her conscience was saying back off girl.  There was no harm in being attracted to this guy. Even a committed woman could appreciate a smoking hot guy.  Forest really liked her favorite perfumed lotion; she thought that was sweet that this burly fellow would even notice something like that made him more interesting. When the plane started to go through the process of leaving Seattle all her flight fears rolled back. If she kept her eyes closed it would be ok, they wouldn’t end up in little pieces falling over the city.  She compulsively grabbed Forest.  The moment he took her hand in his she felt peace.  Not like when she touched Kane, she always got a little heart flutter it was nice but, never had Kane’s touch made her feel like she had just come home after wandering lost in the dark.  The plane finally leveled off and she reluctantly pulled her hand back. He clung a little and her mind spun.  O boy this wasn’t a one way attraction?  Just concentrate on Jane, o G-d it was like the minister and Mr. Rochester!  No, silly girl Kane is more emotional about them, isn’t he?  Ahh..this must be wedding jitters. 

She asked him about her book and she was again surprised he had read it and remembered it.  Her fiancé had bought her the book.  She had lost her worn and tattered copy in the Snake River on a rafting trip, and it had made her pretty upset. It was so sweet he had found a first edition and presented it to her to mark their first year together.  They had experienced an incredibly turbulent first year, the stress of college, not being able to live together at the dude ranch.  Girls had flirted with him and rumors flew.  She just lost her grip and allowed herself to go to a dark place that summer.
When they rode out into the Aspens completely alone in the Tetons he had prepared an amazing spread. It was so romantic. He had topped it off with this book.  That night as she lay under a sky loaded with stars she made a decision.  She would really try to find happy.  She would let this guy shine his light on the still dark pain; maybe he could turn it into shadows instead of pitch black. Her love for him was a tiny ember that if nurtured could turn into a flame. She was still telling herself that, waiting for the forest fire.  If one man could try to give her the world she could try to love him.  All this flashed through her head as she fondled her engagement ring.  Forest seemed agitated so she made an effort to just ignore him. 


Reunited- Forest chapter 11

1975

Forest

Forest got “the” stares as he jostled himself and duffle bag down the narrow plane isle.  It could have been because he was exceptionally tall and lean? It could be his mohawk?  He was pretty sure it was the tats.  Nothing inked on his body was explicate or lewd but two full sleeves of art was hard to miss when you where wearing a T-shirt. He found his seat next to the window and situated himself for the skip from Seattle to Salt Lake eventually getting to Vegas for a tattoo convention.  He pulled out his sketch book and flipped through the pages to a drawing he was working out.  It was an elaborate knot based from Celtic design, his fascination and specialty.  He didn’t acknowledge the person that was settling into the aisle seat. He chose unless forced, to avoid judgment and conversation on plane rides.  Forest was not that chatty fellow excited to lay out his life history, dreams and goals to a new pal. He was content with getting his sketch just right.  The subtle perfume that was wafting off his travel companion completely distracted him though. The fragrance seemed familiar and was very alluring.  It was just strong enough to be smelled over the cigarette smoker in the seat behind him. He dared and glanced up from his sketch to catch a young woman unabashedly studying his work!   She had the most amazing eyes. Her thick dark eyelashes framed the sun setting on a field of tall grass, pale green, gold and large. The girl gave him a cocky half grin!  “Hey” she said in a soft whisper.  “I’m digging your work.” She pointed a long skinny finger to his notepad.  It’s not tribal, right?  It looks different from what I’ve seen of tribal tattoos.  The vines worked into it!  It’s the boss!”  She was so petite and delicate, almost child like except for those striking knowing eyes. The girl enthusiastically spoke in that still hushed voice like they were little kids sharing a secret and it gave him goose bumps.  She traced the vines interlaced into the knot work on his paper softly.  Her manicured fingers were polished ivory with tiny green leaves painted into the corners.  Forest took a little gulp and said “yeah I started out with your typical dragons, skulls but am really drawn to the feel and look of this type of work. It’s a take on traditional Celtic art.  The pieces just seem to be waiting in my head to be drawn out and used.”  Forest splayed his fingers down his bare arms demonstrating all the work he had incorporated onto his body.  The pixie women took a closer look at his arms. She focused in on a knot design he had found in a pagan art history book tattooed on his left forearm.  She leaned over him her large mass of white hair just under his nose and falling down to tickle his arm.  She let those pretty nails trace over the design hovering just above touching him.  Her perfume enveloped him making something inside of him loosen and relax like sinking into your own bed after a long trip. 
“O I just love good tattoos.  I wish I had the guts to just go for it like this.”  She quickly let her fingers wipe down his arm.  She flung her hand back from the static shock of the touch.  “Ouch I’m sorry” She gave a little laugh.  “I’m Madge by the way” She put out her hand and Forest took it carefully, her hand lost inside his large one. “I’m Forest.”  Her shake was strong, confident and too brief.  He wanted to touch her again and maybe not let go.  Madge looked him in the eyes again and said “great name.  I’ve always had that on my potential children’s name list.”  She gave me a large smile and then I lost her attention to the stewardess that began the safety spiel.  He felt flush and his palms were clammy.  He had crushed, loved, liked many a girl before but she was curling up inside of him and he didn’t want to lose this feeling overcoming him.  He pretended to draw and peeked at her as she obediently listened to the plane exit strategies.  He found her long nose turned up at the end, big smile, the very white hair and of course those big doe eyes so cute.  This typically aloof guy was falling into the deep!  What could he say next to keep her talking?  He was feeling so goofy!  6’2” lean, mean tattoo artist freaks don’t get goofy.  When the flight attendants had made all safety methods perfectly clear Madge started rooting around in her enormous leather bag. She pulled out an old worn hardback that was simply covered in blue linen and gently placed it on the center seat. Jane Eyre, interesting, he had been forced to read it in high school by a well meaning English Teacher.  Miss Styfer insisted it would give us young men a little more depth.  Then Madge really got serious about finding an item hidden deep in the bottom of her pack.  Both her thick dark eyebrows shot up triumphant when her hand found the item and pulled out a small nondescript brown glass bottle.  Madge caught me watching her search for her buried treasure and said, “I always try to remember to lube up before a flight all the changes can be so hard on your skin.”  She smacked out a generous amount of lotion to her palm and that was the smell that had caught him.  He frowned at Madge “what brand is that?  It smells so familiar?”  Madge eyes widened in alarm, “O gosh I hope it’s not bothering you?  I love the smell and forget it may not be to everyone’s thing”  “No, no” Forest blurted.  “I…I really like it”, a flash of heat hit his face.  He let out an awkward chuckle embarrassed and grabbed the little bottle off the arm rest looking for a label. “It just seems so familiar, what is it?’ 

“You won’t find that at the drug store.  It’s my little treat to myself.  I made the scent at a little perfume shop in New Orleans. Don’t you just love New Orleans? It is familiar isn’t it?  It gives me that grandmas baking cookies feel, kinda takes me to a spiritual home.  A little bit of Jasmine, oak, honey, tobacco and a few other things, very earthy.  I’m not that kind of girl that can have custom things, but I make an exception for this.  This little bottle,” she whisked it out of my hands “is my aromatherapy!”

She took a deep breath closing her eyes her long hair fell forward around her face.  The stewardess checked them to confirm that they had fastened their seatbelts and the plane backed out of the terminal.  Forest tried again to go back to his sketch as they shuttled to the runway, but when the jet engines wound up Madge’s hand shot over into his lap and she flexed her hand for him to take it.  He dropped his pencil and took her hand in both of his.  He gently rubbed his thumb along the back of her smooth wrist.  All the black eyeliner around her eyes only made the fear when they squinted close look worse.  She was genuinely panicked.  Forest could feel her heartbeat in her wrist beating like a trapped rabbit.  They bumped and jerked a bit but started to climb into the air without incident, it wasn’t until they leveled off that she opened her eyes and gave a half hearted smile to him.  She started to pull her hand away and he squeezed it tight one last time before he let it go.   He liked being the fearless protector and just wanted to pick her up and tuck her little body onto his lap and hold her.
Instead he picked up his pencil and started a fresh sketch.   He was inspired to try something floating in his head and started sketching a cypress tree like the ones you would see in her New Olreans, its many thick roots sinking into the water.  Madge picked up her book and started looking for the right page.  “So Jane Eyre, have you ever read it before?” Forest asked as he continued his sketch.  “many many times I pick it up for trips and read a few chapters. I may leave it for months, but always come back to it. My fiancé found this first edition for our one year anniversary.  I just love how strong she tries to be.”  Forest’s pencil swerved off the page, fucking fiancé it couldn’t be.  His blood pressure was rising! “When is the wedding?” Forest sighed.  This fall only two months away, that’s why I’m flying today.  I’m heading into Jackson to finalize a few things. Kane, my fiancé and I worked at a dude ranch out there. I always fantasized about getting married in one of the aspen groves the leaves turning colors and the Tetons blessing us. 
His brain was like a radio only picking up blaring numbing static. He hoped he looked normal on the outside continuing his drawing adding the branches to the cypress.  “That does sound really nice” he finally managed to get words to come out of his mouth.  She started to read her book again for a few moments but kept glancing over at him.  “It sounded like you had read this?  That would be so cool; most guys wouldn’t touch something like this.”  “I have read it; have to admit it wasn’t my idea, high school required.  What a crazy story though, I can’t believe he had his nutty wife upstairs the whole time!”  “O yeah and then busted the very last minute.  I just feel so sorry for her they keep throwing her down and she just keeps coming back, what a champ.”  Quite again, he started to put in the moss that hung all over the tree’s branches the whole time his head screaming No, No engaged. “So your engaged, how come no ring?”  Madge rubbed her engagement finger, “I am a potter and it just doesn’t work but, I do have it on me” she pulled a long thick silver chain out of her shirt and fondled a small ring for several minutes.  She stuck his heartbreak back in her shirt letting the necklace fall back into place over her heart and he felt crushed.   He now knew what Mr. Rochester was about. He too wanted to claim this girls thoughts, her company, pure possessive need.  O Mr. Rochester I get it…now. 

Friday, May 18, 2012

New Orleans House of Blues chapter 10



The House of Blues
Mayson walked into the Peaches Daiquiri bar, code named Suckers flinching a bit from the speakers up so loud it could interrupt your thought process. She slipped through the small crowd in the long narrow hallway of a building and got behind the pizza shop that filled the back corner.  If they couldn’t see you they couldn’t bother you, and she needed that few minutes to adjust into work zone.  Thankfully this bar out of the three Peaches had the best AC and it was comfortable in the employee space behind the blazing pizza ovens.  Deacon had already arrived and he opened his arms folding her into a hug. 
“Hey darlin” he whispered gently in her ear.  She was sure that nothing was more healing and genuine than a hug from this man.  Above everyone she had melted for the tired artist that glowed with love but had a taint of a dark side to keep it interesting. She enjoyed the comfort offered in his embrace just soaking up the one pure moment only he could offer.
 The day shift bartender Atahba was ready to get out and already had her school bag in hand. “Hey, the Pina Colada is out, have a good one.” The crowd parted for the angry black woman attitude Atahba projected when she was trying to get out of the Quarter.
 “I’ll do pizza tonight” Walter our third employee on tonight volunteered. He had already taken his place behind the counter and was putting the money in the register.  Deacon and I smiled at each other. That meant it would be just the two of us behind the bar.  Most of the time the puppet master manager would match you up with anybody than who you actually enjoyed working with so being with the two of them was a treat. 
“Shall we my dear?” Deacon dramatically outstretched his arm for me to walk up on our stage for the evening.  Mayson plastered a smile on her face and adjusted her tight shirt to show just this side of scandalous cleavage.  She went into the zone and started to check the napkins, cups, and liquor levels. 
“Hey you!”, a hand slapped down on the bar and Mayson turned from her cup stocking to face a fat white man. His white T-shirt was stained with what could only be Hurricane red and his cheap tan pants stretched up and over his belly.  His pale white face had a few drops of sweet dripping of his puffy chin and the eyes couldn’t quite focus.  “Let me try that mango flavor?” he slurred eyes never leaving her chest.   So the night began….
Most people just paid the toll of an overpriced drink to visit the nightly carnival of the Quarter.  Just visiting for a night or weekend rooting around in pleasures their Sunday minister would never fathom.  The tourist would just dip the tip of a finger in for a taste of the decadence only to wash it thoroughly with antibacterial soap Monday morning.
We were the backbone of the Quarter, the strippers, cooks, waiters, shot girls, DJ’s, musicians and of course the bartenders. We were the people that had dove into the chaos and didn’t even bother to bath on Monday.  We learned to stare unflinching and blank faced at the worst representation of our society.  You were barraged every night with ear numbing music that resulted in everyone screaming up spittle on you to order a drink.  Puke, sweat, and urine burned your nostrils and covered every surface you touched. It was tolerated with minor complaints because you were next to kindred spirits and sometimes making bank.  All of you drawn to the city for that elusive “something” and not finding it, but you had each other and maybe that was that something? If it was why were you all searching for another outlet to happiness then? Your fellow soldiers were a schizophrenic unit that dealt no guilt, shame or judgment as long as you showed up for your shift and busted your ass.  Ahh her blessed Bourbon street.

“Mayson you have to go its SIN at the House of Blues. I can’t believe you haven’t gone before,” Walter whined with his nasally voice.
Deacon gave her puppy eyes “Come on you will never meet mister right if you just keep going to the Three Legged Dog every night.”  Ooh Deacon knew just how to tug her didn’t he?  Walter and Deacon had been harassing her for the last few hours of their shift to go out.

“But I like the Dog I get to see all of the guys and its safe there.  This is a big bad city, I’m a creature of habit and it works for me.”   Walter laughed at her high and shrill.  He had grown up in New Orleans and was making his way through the last of college by bartending.  She had heard the locals never came to the Quarter so he was an anomaly.  His large pale chocolate hands petted both her arms his large muscles flexing through his thin shirt.
“You’re being silly, I have lived here all my life and look I’m still shaking.” He wiggled his hips a little bit for influence.  Deacon came up behind her and wrapped his arms around her waist.  They were a touchy group.
 “You have heard my stories I have been stumbling around for years and I’m still here.  You will be fine away from the Dog, We have your back ya know.”  She leaned back into his arms and took the comfort. 
“Well, I’m not completely innocent I have been around, jesus guys. I just get scared I’m going to be that poor white girl the news reports talk about in.  They will pull me up and find me half eaten by whatever floats in that dark river.” She felt the little control that she wrapped around her like a straight jacket kept her safe so far. She hadn’t moved here to go to the same bar every night and talk to the same people.  They really did have a point about her getting out.  She had moved here to wear high heels and sexy dresses, black eyeliner and red lipstick.  She came here to mingle with Goth’s and computer geeks, rich college kids and biker dudes. She wanted to meet people of different races, from different countries; to expand her understanding of herself and the world.  She really wanted to become that girl that had strutted down Bourbon six months ago the sky the limit of transforming herself.

Deacon put three Styrofoam cups on the bar the moment Walter locked the last door at Suckers.  “What is your pleasure tonight M?” 
“Let’s do vodka, orange and sprite.”  He turned and inspected the liquor for the grey goose, found it and poured a healthy shot into the bottom of the white cup.  Walter grabbed the Jack Daniels and did the same to his.  When the drinks were all ready they cheered to a pretty good money night then rushed to get the closing chores done.  Mayson quickly sucked down her end of shift drink during the scrub down of the long marble bar. They all chipped in to restock the bar and took turns taking Jaeger shots every time they had to go get more supplies.
 “So what’s it going to be Mayson, are you going to come with us or what?” Deacon asked.
She was feeling that nice warmth that floated in your stomach telling you a buzz was coming and she decided. 
“Ok, I’ll go, your right I need to get out of my safety zone.  Honestly I have been stuck and I think it’s about time I just made it happen.  No more feeling guilty for my lifestyle from now on I’m going full throttle.” The decision was made; tonight she would finally commit her feet on that path that had always tempted her, true abandon. The path may be dark and shadowed but was also full of mystery and thrills. With only one glance over at the bright, sunny, safe road of virtue she took the hand of mischief and they leaped into the rabbit hole of debauchery.

 She was just starting to feel “good”.  Her body started to feel light, sexy maybe a little indestructible the fast ad furious drinking was taking affect.  Inhibitions shedding she was fully taking on her new persona and was not going home alone tonight!  Mayson stood around the outskirts of a giant throbbing mass of bodies pulsing on the main floor of the House of Blues.  These were “her” people the fellow fallen. Most hustled drinks to stupid tourists all night long and were on a mission to forget about how many times they had heard Sweet Home Alabama that night!  She was so happy Walter and Deacon had escorted her here.  They clung to each other and even loved each other but would never want to cross the protective brother/friend threshold.  Respect for each other had developed after working endless hours hustling styrofoam encased alcoholic slushies for $1 tips.  Over the last few months they had established almost a survivor of war relationship.  The enemy being the tourist and the battle to remain calm, respectful no matter what they threw at you.  We would go to our bar after work and romanticize about what we had wanted to do to customers.  


Safe, knowing that the guys had her back and wanting to fill that growing need rising inside her Mayson boldly went were many a twenty something at SIN had gone before. She slithered her way into the mob.  She was on a mission to get to the bar on the far side of the dance floor.  She was groped, shoved, bumped and groped some more. The body heat from the dance floor exaggerated her buzz, but she finally stepped out of the crowd emerging like a swimmer coming out of the water gasping fresh air.  One person stood at the isolated bar.  Or better yet one cute bootie stood at the bar.  Liquid courage was letting her be that alter ego. That person in possession of her body led her to began the adventure that was her true destiny.  With no hesitation, total confidence Mayson hip bumped the tall loner’s leg standing at the bar.   “Hey watcha doing?” 

Fisher
Fisher was startled out of his reverie staring down the hole in his beer bottle.  A small blonde girl maybe 120 lbs, stick thin looked up at him with big almond eyes.  The dark lighting only highlighted by cheap glass candles on the bar and strobe lights from the dance floor gave him little more to work with.  Yet his instinct told him to not dismiss this girl with doe eyes.  “I’m trying to get a real drink on before daring that”.  Fisher shrugged his thick shoulder at the dance floor and tilted the last dregs of his beer back.  “Perfect your empty lets get some shots.” Mayson leaned up on her tip toes and yelled into his ear to be heard over the throbbing music.  She climbed up the bar stool next to him putting both her knees on the top curling her legs underneath her and grabbed cash from her back pocket.  Flashing money in her hand she gave an amazing smile to the bored bartender standing in the back corner.  He watched her lean both elbows on the wood bar.  Instead of shouting her order or trying to speak in the bartender’s ear like he had the girl knew a different trick.  She moved one of the candles closer to her face and worded “grand mar two shots,” and she grabbed his empty Amber bottle “two.”  She put up two fingers “of these” as she passed the empty to the women.  He caught a better look at her while she did this.  Her lips were very full and she had cherub cheeks.  Thick heavy bangs stopped just above straight dark eyebrows.  It wasn’t blonde hair but white like an eggshell.  When she was satisfied with her order she pushed her elbows over closer to me and leaned her face so we were almost touching noses. She wrinkled up that little nose and grinned with only the confidence someone with a nice buzz could and drawled.  “You’re kinda cute.”  Fisher guffawed but held her stare his thoughts flying.  He was saved from finding a witty comeback by the bartender.  She placed two small snifters filled with a caramel colored liquid and two Abita’s down in front of them.  This only bought him a second before those huge eyes were locked with his again lips a breath from each other “Ooo yummy, you know it is a tradition when you start working at the Peaches that your first night you are drug off to the Dog and must do at least one Wookie!  I’ll be kind to you this is just Grand Marnier the main ingredient in a Wookie but a warning”, as her little hand placed the snifter in my large one.  “The taste gets in your blood and the craving can be hard to ignore, cheers to new lovers!”  She just touched my glass with hers and I watched the thick liquid go smoothly down her throat.   I had never even heard of Grand Marnier.  It was slow to go down almost like syrup.  Sweet, rich and too much for my virginal alcohol buds but I was determined to get it down without a funny face. 

The night blended of those sticky shots, hot kisses and sweaty dancing. I explored every inch of Mayson’s body that was within hands reach.  She rubbed against me suggestively then alternatively would bounce away jumping around in a buzzed oblivion.  The night wound into the time to take action or go home alone. She had targeted on him and he felt that he had to follow through and bind this girl to him somehow.  “Let’s get out of here” Fisher shouted over the music into Mayson’s ear as she rubbed her back against him.  Mayson turned into his arms and gave him a long stare.  The questioning crinkles around her eyes told him she was trying to make "that" decision. She kissed him dry and soft and said “sure, just let me check in with my buddies.”  She grabbed his hand and broke trial through the tangle of bodies on the floor.  She jumped up the last step off the dance floor with a pounce of successful freedom from the crush.  Mayson held his hand fiercely as she started scanning the bar areas. Locating her people she plunged forward against the crowd to a back corner near the bathrooms.  She dropped his hand when they got close to two big guys that must have been her buddies.  Our approach made both the guys stop talking to several girls gathered around them.  “What cha guys gonna do, it’s getting late?” Mayson asked. One of them with long hair pulled into a ponytail locked judging eyes with me and said “probably not what you’re about to!”  Deacon, Walter this is Fisher, he is a student at Tulane Medical!”  Walter raised his dark eyebrows over his black rimmed glasses and smiled nodding his head “uh uh sure.”  “Well if I don’t show up at work tomorrow start looking for body parts with this guy ok” Mayson said. She gave Deacon, the one with a pony tail  a big long hug and wet smack on the lips ignoring the jealous glares of several of the girls.  She blew a kiss to the other guy, “good luck” adding a double wink as she led me away.  She walked backward holding both my hands smiling at me until I grabbed her around the waist and got lost in a needy kiss.  School had consumed him and he had only intended to stay for a few drinks just a little break from studying. How had this happened?  Thank God this had happened. 

He’s so cute Mayson thought as they emerged into a warm muggy morning the sun just shaking itself and thinking about how it would be today.  She hoped Fisher being a former gymnast would play into her lustful imagination and hopes for what was to happen next!  The old her would have stopped all this here. She wasn’t supposed to take strangers home.  You should exchange numbers and call maybe, when you sobered up, but why not enjoy where this was going now?  Instant gratification was better than daring the let down that this guy would probably never call for a real date?  Luck had it she was watching Smith's apartment above the Dog until he got home from New York.  His cat needed somebody and who could turn down a Quarter local above the bar her crew spent most waking non working hours at.  She hooked Fisher's elbow “let’s go to my place." They staggered forward down Decatur street turning at Conti with only a few pauses to shove him lustily against brick walls for a short make out session where she took the chance to explore his strong tall body with her hands. 
He grabbed her arm when she went to push open one of the black swinging doors to the Three Legged Dog bar. “I can’t drink anymore I thought we were going to your place?”  “O hell no, you should never say that around here that’s asking for trouble, light weight it’s only like four!” She left him standing outside as she strolled in the double doors like a cowboy to a saloon.  He looked down to see his shoes just over two quarters. He found out later Jimmie the bar manager had glued these to the ground. He had needed entertainment during the long lonely day shifts and this gave him a good laugh at the suckers who would try to scrap them off the red bricks, just a hint of the depravity that this bar maintained.  Fisher stared down at them curiously giving a pause to assess the situation.  When was he going to run into a girl like this?  He had a panicked need for this girl. She had captured him with her looks, attitude and confidence. He lived in one of the craziest cities and he never participated. Mayson could provide him with some recklessness and joy. He had always wanted an excuse to let go, so ok he was jumping off this cliff. He forced himself through the swinging door.  Mayson was sitting on the service side of the bar her legs straddling a man that the big and tall store was made for.  They were conspiring together; a wicked grin was plastered on the bartenders face.  Surprisingly at this hour at least thirty people milled around in different states of sobriety.  He saw small chummy groups cheering over another shot, couples playing poker games in the back corner like zombies, flexible lesbian strippers were dancing for their lover’s entertainment. They even had a heavily tattooed fellow hand wrapped around his head drooling on the bar, checked out to the world.  Mayson and her bartender both smiled at him when he finally committed to walking a little further in. He immediately felt he was the visitor to the zoo observing this tight knit group of misfits.  Mayson was easily hoisted by the strong guy so she was standing on the bar. She confidently made her way towards him each hand holding a large shot glass.  She plucked her sandaled feet over arms and in between glasses until she made it to the corner of the bar where he met her.  He looked up into her large eyes that were the color of dark pine needles on a wet day and she took his breath away.  She gave a half cocked grin and placed the glass in his hand then slid down to once again sit on the bar, but this time facing him.  She seemed very at home here and he noticed a few of the men giving him the once over.   They gave the vibe they knew how and would beat the shit out of him if he lay a finger on their girl that she didn’t want.  It said something about her and them, fierce loyalty among the workers of the night.  She leaned and grabbed his shirt with both hands and pulled him into her so they were just nose to nose. Just as he was going to kiss her she hesitated and pulled back looking around with a look of embarrassment.  “They’ve never seen me with a guy in here” she whispered in my ear.  Then she gently tugged on my earlobe for a moment.  She leaned back and cheered me with yet another shot of the liquor and I had almost accomplished not grimacing from it.  “night Jimmie, she piped up and waved to the bartender as she jumped down from the bar and took my hand.


Wednesday, May 16, 2012

Folk Tale chapter 1


(To any I guess, I would call it purist's of Irish folk lore don't get in a tiff, it's a story)

Folk Tale
A long long time ago the Gods created a mystical people to watch, adore and entertain them. They were the sons and daughters of the Goddess Danu and the Gods named them the Tuatha De Danaan.  They were given a place to dwell beyond any place on a map, the paradise of Tir-na-nog.  It was a land free of sickness and full of youth and beauty.  A place of forever happiness, and pleasure, no one wanted for anything.
 Only the Gods can tell you why but there was an exodus from this magical place that left only a few behind .  On Beltaine day these tall and fair people appeared through clouds and mists to the land that is now Ireland.  Among those was a pulchritudinous woman named Etain.  She was pregnant with the God Lir’s child. So enchanting was Etain that Lir had become spellbound by her.  He snuck away from the heavens and tricked her to make love to him.  Aoife, Lir’s wife had ears and eyes everywhere and found out of her husbands deceit.  She was a powerfully jealous woman and promised to curse the earth bound woman as long as she lived.  Thankfully Etain was not only beautiful but smart. She protected herself with charms gifted from doting Gods and used her sharp wit. It saved her from many attempts Aoife took on her and the unborn child.  She hoped by leaving her homeland and coming to this new place it would confuse Aoife and give her some reprieve from the invidious Goddess. 
The Tuatha De Danaan prospered in the wet green land and Etain gave birth to a girl.  She named her Vawse for the enchanting child held all of Etain’s dreams and ambitions that she hoped would blossom. Vawse was raised free of the threats from Aoife by the druids who held power over the green island, and she grew into a rare and fair creature. Her beauty rivaled the Gods but she was also a loving and tender girl and grew into a kind women.  When the time came she was wed to Prince Hammil Kenzie It was a love match but the Kenzie line was next for the high thrown so it was a good match. 
Many years passed since the Danaan’s had descended on the land and overcame the Firbolgs.  Then more years since the Fomorians had tried to invade and were defeated.  Then the fierce Picts came, battled and won.  The tattooed tribe was convinced to take other land but it was the Milesians that changed everything.   Two fierce battles between the invaders and the God’s pets created heroes and tragedies.  In the end the Milesians won and left the people of Danu at a milestone.
The entire people met at Brugh on the Boyne to decide there fate and they chose not to be ruled by these strange brutal people.  Many chose to the enchanted land underground and they began to build massive fortresses.  Only then did the Tutha de Danna come to be called fairy or fae.  The mounds or sidhe’s were given magick.  Time moved slowly and the fortresses became a little piece of the enchanted land they had left.  Vawse became pregnant with her first child and wished to be in a land where they could be free above and below ground.  Fresh rumors had spread of an entire continent with only a small populace and it fanned curiosity and hope. When Hammil and Vawse lay in bed at night they fantasized of this unchartered mystery land. 
Manannán mac Lir, the son of Lir and guardian of the Otherworld’s came to visit his favorite sister and niece to celebrate Summer Solstice.  Etain told him of Vawses desire to start fresh.  So that day Manannán bestowed to his favorite people many choices and gifts.  He offered his ale and swine to those who wanted to have immortality.  He created a cloak around all the existing mounds to shield and protect them from those that walked above ground, lastly he offered Wave Sweeper to his niece. Manannan’s charmed ship did not need sails and it would carry them to the new continent swiftly and wisely. Without hesitation Hammil announced that he would lead whoever wished to leave and many packed and set out. 
The North America’s was a rich land empty of hostiles.  It had just one primitive people that worshiped the tall and beautiful folk rather than battle with them. Even though it was safe to be above ground the fea felt better under it and three main fortresses were built.  The first was on a lovely island were their ship had chosen to land first. It was green and lush and they built inside the high rock walls that overlooked the sea.  This mound was named East Seaboard and it was left with the Casco family line.  Hammil and a very pregnant Vawse searched for warmer weather and wave sweeper quickly followed the coastline and passed sandy white beaches and entered into crystal blue water.  The wave sweeper continued and the scenery changed as they started to move in shore.  Reeds grew dense and giant cypress trees dominated. They started into swamps and wetlands where birds of every size abounded. Some had giant wing spans, others giant shovel beaks that could scoop up several fish at a time.  Moss and vines dangled or draped on every available surface.  Turtles lumbered slowly on the banks and frogs added their voice to the symphony of sounds.  The land was full of mystery, danger and beauty.  Wave Sweeper stopped on a dry bank in front of a gigantic tree. It’s trunk was massive spreading out like fingers into the swamp it’s reach as wide as an acre.  The mounds home  would be inside this tree and beaneath. Magick could make a dry underground paradise. They named it the Acadiana mound .  Etain stayed with Vawse until she had her child.  She was an ethereal delicate gift they named Marron. 
Now that they had left the protection of the druids the family worried that Aoife would hold true to her word and somehow destroy this growing family descended from the God.  The mother and now grandmother enchanted the land with as many protections that they could before Etain left for a dryer climate. 
The third mound established by the original immigrants was settled on the bright and sunny west coastline and Etain named it the Golden Grain.  She ruled her beaches and fertile grounds by herself, never letting go of her love for Lir.  Manannan came to visit often and provided transport for the family to see each other, but he came under disguise for Aoife was watching him like a hawk still furious that a mere pet could be favored over her! 
The years went by and others joined them on the Continent and the mounds became ripe with joy and peace.  Vawse flourished in her enchanting swamps with her now high King Hammill by her side. Soon enough, Auden with hair the color of chocolate was born and only a short time after that Sensa with the golden eyes followed.   All was how it should be…..

Saturday, May 12, 2012

Just Babies


Just Babies
 1850's 

“Isn’t this a lovely park Mallory, it’s so nice to finally be here in California.”  The mother jostled her small child in her arms as they strolled through the Union Hotel’s manicured grounds.  It was a bright, dry sunny afternoon and the grounds were filled with flowers and large trees. Mallory looked around with her big antiqued green eyes taking in the cloudless blue sky and lush green grass.  It was peaceful and quite away from the downtown noise and clamor of the wagon they had been bumped along in for days. Elizabet had insisted her husband go and finalize their travel plans without her.  She just wanted to enjoy some quite before they had to get on a train to New Orleans.  All the change had upset Mallory and she was looking forward to just letting her beautiful child explore and play.   Elizabet sat her daughter down in a large sand pit and the curios girl immediately started running her fingers through the new texture.   She quickly became completely occupied.  Using her rattle to dig through the sand she built up small piles, then destroyed them with a big squeal. She occasionally looked up at her mother with joy written all over her angelic face.   A boy around her age waddled into the sand pit. He had not yet conquered real steps but really was concentrating hard to get his feet and balance under control.  He leaned back and forth on the ball of his feet like someone on a tight rope finding balance before he plopped down. Falling hard like only a baby with a well padded seat that didn’t have far to fall could.  He looked straight at Mallory with his iceberg blue eyes and gave her a big double dimpled smile.  “O what a flirt, and that smile!”  Elizabet exclaimed to the boy’s mother as she sat down next to her on the wood slated bench.  “He gets those dimples from his father.  He smiled at me and it wasn’t until that moment that I found out I had a weakness for them!  Hi, I'm Lucy and this is Fin." The women shook hands lightly. "Well good morning that is Mallory and I'm Elizabet so nice to meet you" She was genuinely pleased to see another mother.  They had been isolated on the move from Oregon to here and conversation with someone other than her husband was welcome. "I’m surprised to see Fin smile like that truthfully, he hasn’t been very confident around other children," Lucy confessed.

Mallory lifted up her chubby little finger covered in granules of sand and poked the boy right in his dimple and both toddlers started to giggle.  “This is so lovely they seem to like each other,” Lucy said. Are you staying here at the Union for long maybe we could get them together again during our stay?  We are starting a vineyard and are out in the middle of no where and never get to mingle with other people let alone babies.  Mallory was showing Fin how great it was to destroy sand piles and they were working together to make a giant pile.  Elizabet replied, “yes look at that just like they do this everyday!  I have been isolated as well and it is a great thing to see her play with another child, but we are just moving through. We will be getting on a train to go to our new home in New Orleans tomorrow. My husband has been asked to come teach medicine at the medical college of Louisiana. We are very excited to be moving to such a large and busy city it is a big change for us.   My husband will be busy all day so we can at least stay her and visit today!”  She rustled through her enormous bag and pulled out needles wrapped into a bright yellow, purple and green yarn.  The babies teamed together in getting as much sand scooped on each other that they could laughing and cooing to each other in a private baby talk conspiracy.  Completely lost with the joy of each other they were startled when a few ducks started a commotion when they landed in the small pond on the edge of the grounds.  Both Mallory and Fin looked at each other with raised eyebrows and squealed in shock and delight.  Mallory used Fin as a ladder to pull and tug herself to a standing position.  She managed to get herself upright with only one little hand clutched to Fin’s shoulder for balance.  Her mother waited on the edge of her seat to see if her help was going to be needed.  Mallory looked over towards the pond and to the loud squawks that were just out of sight, eyes sparkling with curiosity.  She tugged up on Finn’s shirt grunting a little.  Not as confident of his coordination yet he started to get up by rolling forward to his knees and hands.  Next he manipulated his rear end into the air but was stuck with his hands and feet still on the ground.  Mallory took charge and grabbed him by the waist and pulled.  Both mothers were trying not to laugh shocked and fascinated by this team work.  The tug did it and they were both on their feet.  Fin turned in Mallory’s arms and they held each other in triumph leaning back and forth until both stood solid without each others aid.  Fin grabbed Mallory’s arm and they faced the pond and started trudging slowly towards the mysterious noises.  The mothers looked at each other, “I guess we are going to the pond!”  Elizabet announced.  “O will you catch up with them I will get some bread from the hotel so they can feed the ducks!”   Elizabet dutifully quick stepped to catch up to the wobbly toddlers.  If one fell the other kept hold of their hand and tried to help them up.  If both fell they would try crawling for a bit then get back up to their feet again.  It was a slow process one little white head next to a dark one bopping along, but both mothers were patient and the pay off when the ducks were discovered was worth it.  Delighted shrieks mixed with the happy dance of both feet stamping in place was quiet a delight for everyone.  The toddlers wouldn’t let go of each other except when it took both hands to tear pieces of soft white bread and attempt to toss it at the ducks.  The ducks didn’t mind if it didn’t get right to them and raced each other to shore to greedily snatch up the easy meal delighting the children.
So the day went on the mothers let the children splash a bit in the water while they shared their fears and hopes for their children and the future. Both continued to comment on how well the young ones got along, bonded.  Soon the sun started to lower and both children who had been spooning in a wonderful nap woke up and turned to each other smiling.  They played with each others fingers continuing the gurgles and chirps that seemed to be understood by them.  “Well I hate to end one of the most peaceful afternoons of Fin’s short life but if I don’t drag my husband away from his study we will never get dinner.  Lucy had collected all of her things and had placed Fin on her hip.  “It was so lovely to meet you I hope you have a safe trip to New Orleans”  “Thank you so much good luck with all your endeavors.”  Elizabet replied as she began to collect her things and ready them to leave as well.  Mallory pushed herself up to a kneeling position surprised to see Fin taken away from her.  She looked at her mother brows arched, then Fin who was looking back over his mothers shoulder.  Fin smiled at her cooing but Mallory flashed from a blank wide eyed face to full panic.  Her face started to go bright red, tears raced each other off her cheeks.  Mallory tried to stand up and walk after them and fell hard to her knees bringing on deafening screams of frustration and anger.  Finn started to worry and tried to struggle out of his mothers vice grip grunting and huffing but his mother added the other arm around him and he couldn’t escape. His limbs flailed in all directions, and tears burst.  Mallory’s mother herded her between her open arms preventing her from going any further.  She tried to pick her up but Mallory would just shove her away.  Her mother frustrated stepped away and left Mallory stunned.   Fin got one last look at Mallory before they went over a hill.  She stood alone arms outstretched grabbing for him with both hands screaming.



Thursday, May 3, 2012

Dorris-New Orleans chapter 7

Dorris
"Come, git down here girl, no charge you got ta git here." The gaudy women demanded.  Was this a test for re-inventing herself?  Would the new Mayson get her palm read?  Sure why not if it was no charge.  She sat down on the edge of the folding metal chair in front of the women's table and took a long swallow of her drink.  She was ready to be told she was going to fall madly in love and have a long life full of happiness and money.  Did anyone ever go to jail or get divorced several times in these scenarios? 

Dorris, or as the small hand printed sign said Madame Thibodaux was so excited to see the real thing! Some came by and had a faint glow, but the gold shone like an 80 watt light bulb off this girl.  "Don't be scared darlin I know what I'm doin."  She put both of her tiny wrinkled hands on her chest.  "I am Madame T." She winked a sparkling brown eye.   "Hi I'm Mayson, I, I've never done this before."  Give me your palm right here, gotta be sure I haven't been knocked in the noggin about my vibe about you."
Mayson instantly loved the Cajun accent thick with French.  It reminded her of her grandpa and put her a little more at ease.  This could be fun, even if it was just for play. She chugged more of her drink.  "Just git me that han child"  Madame T reached over her table and greedily took Mayson's hand with both of hers and pressed it palm up holding firmly with both her strong thumbs.  She burst into a long verse of French.  (I knew it she is a fae, royal that white hair is real and the bone structure so delicate she is from the Acadiana mound.)   "This is what I thinkin" she burst out in english.  Madame T looked up at Mayson.  "binvenue back, welcome home child."  Mayson just gave a questioning grin both her charcoal eyebrows shot up in alarm.  "Ok I'll bite, what do you mean?"  "mm yes, ya" Madame T kept up with her examination of her hand.  "My cocotte ya must be lonely wit out him, ya?  But he's comin this away, soon!"  Mayson shook her head and glared. "Sure how much do I have to pay you to hear all about him?"  "Nuttin I tell ya to have this opportunitee, well just let me look."  She rubbed over where Mayson's wrist connected to her hand.  "You got to dream about tis?"  Madam T glanced up quickly.  "Do you have vivid dreams, de javue?"  "Well sure, yes doesn't everyone?"  Mayson asked. "tol me your dreams Technicolor sometimes?  Fairies are so eclatant, so bright compared to we"  Mayson started to chuckle in bursts "uhm fairies huh?"
  She was thinking of the several tattoos she had on her body, all fairies in bright colors.  She always dreamed about, uhm.. naa, all girls love fairies, don't they?  "Ok I'm gnawing on the bone now!  How much to tell me all?"  Madame T dropped her hand in frustration. "Hush cherie I will tell you but it is very complique,  a hard reading.  Some things are obvious others ehh.  I don't know if I should reconter the tale."  Maybe it was the drink, the heat but Mayson was now convinced this women was going to give her some juicy stuff.  "O please tell me." 
"Well where do I commencer?  a disclaimer yes."  Madame T took a deep breath. "This isn't precis but the stuff that's for true. I will try"  
"Ok I can deal with that" Mayson rushed.  "You have reproduir, you soul has visited many times.  At least four times and always here.  "Here, here earth, here human?" Mayson asked.  Madam T laughed from her chest deep and gentle.  "Yes child always a women, here is New Orleans."  She pointed to the base of the wrist.  "This jumble of lines has sometin to do with it.  See I tink you were once undying, probably a fea and your mound must be around here that's for true.   Huh I'm just thinkin  out loud there has always been gossip.  This is New Orleans we have all the rumors. Vampires, ghosts, werewolves and yes my momma was always warning me to never follow the fireflies or I might slip into a hole. Maybe there was somtin bout that?"  Mayson just starred mouth a gawk.  "what tha trouble bout this is, look here."  Madame T traced one long deep line up the center of Mayson's  palm.  "See tis second line?  It is connected der at the bottom of your hand and it twists in and out of ta main line.  Both of em are deep these are your only love lines. Yours and his.  Deep love, souls connected.  Only one other little scratch, just der."  She used her red painted nail to show Mayson the faint chicken scratch imprinted on her skin.  Madame T looked up with watery eyes. "you poor cherie you must have just passed each other in histoire.  See here where they twist together just once. I can't think every time only the one same love.  Most people have many. What I feel here is that longin the missin you must have gone through I guarantee.   Maybe that is what the trouble is with all your short lives.  I hope this man."  She pointed again to the thin line.  "I hope he comforted you at least.  You had children togehter."  Madame T let go sniffed and patted her eyes. She looked up at Mayson her pale brown eyes full of pity and it was unbearable to hold her gaze.  Mayson looked away and down at her drink.  She should be laughing o you silly girl. Instead she had tumbled down the rabbit hole.  She was lonely. She had dated in high school and during her travels but nothing serious.  She had always tried to fill that emptiness with sex, too much sex in some people's opinions, but it helped with the emptiness. The exhilaration put a brief patch on the darkness. Could this be real?

 "But why, why do I never get to be with him?  Where is he now?'  Madame T breathed deeply and grabbed Mayson's  hand again.  "I'm not sure why, maybe just bad ju ju, punishment?  But here, here Cherie look."  She poked her nail at the love lines.  This is the present, the two lines will connect that's for true.  See they stay wrapped so long."  The women allowed another great loud laugh turning into a giggle.  "You get to be together! You can be happy girl, your love.  Not just A love but your love. You get to be with him!" 
Mayson couldn't help but laugh and smile along with this crazy women.  Could this really be true?  Would this fill her?  "That is wonderful how will I know she asked?"  "You will, you two are one. Tis pulling you together like a piece of metal to a magnet."  Madame T clapped her hands together in delight, but then she paused. "Don't you see you can be completed what tha trouble"  She pointed to Mayson's chest.  "This sadness I see it like a stormy cloud.  You got to be filled with light cherie .  Powers that be have given you peace it is coming I guarantee."  Mayson looked hard at the Cajun women and her green apple eyes started to well with tears.  "Cherie I know it is hard to think me true but me momma taught me and her momma before her, we are touched.  It is silly to be here in the Square. I know, but I do it for this.  It is so wonderful to meet a creature like you. "He is just over the horizon that's for true.   See look this shows me you have a fear, a paralyzing fear of snakes."  Madame T pointed to a spot on her hand.  "It happened here at the beginning.  You have several dear friends that have been connected to you here with you now, and this and even this time as she stabbed my hand in several spots."  Mayson jerked her hand away from the women thinking true so true.  She had to get away from all this.  She shoved away from the table.  "Thank you, thank you for this."  she whispered.   "You got to be happy Cherie, come visit me again please."  Madame T yelled as Mayson stumbled away in a daze

She made her way to the walkway that kept the river company, flopped down on a bench and started to cry.  Silent big alligator tears. Would she really get to love?  To trust love?  Not sex, not your good enough for now. Instead no matter what love?  Is that why she ran away in panic from Bennet?  He had wanted to get married and she had broke up with him.  A wall had to be replaced the fist holes of anger from him had been too serious to patch.  Or Owen? She had really thought she liked him for awhile.  Safe Owen, who had worshipped her.  Out of nowhere fear and claustrophobia had taken over her and she had drove out of Alaska in the middle of the night .  Choosing to be with boys that were unavailable one way or another?  She started to laugh a bit hysterically.  She didn't need therapy, she needed a palm reader. Well ok then so he was out there. Even though it was silly to buy into it all, it gave her hope. Who wouldn't be happy to know a true love existed?